I am finally back to blogging again! *after leaving it alone for like more then one month I think*
Been back into the army for more then one month plus already. Currently I am already officially down pest to C9L2 but I am still staying within my combat unit at the moment. Hopefully I am able to get post out as soon as possible, don't really like the life of doing admin work and sai keng everyday in the company, completely waste of time!
Going to have a chalet in three weeks time at Costa Sand pasir, its been sometime sinc I last had a big celebration for my birthday. The last time I had a big celebration was having BBQ at east cost park 3 years ago I think? That birthday BBQ unknowingly matchmake 3 couples together after that, haha.. *you guys know who you are!*
I am quite excited for the upcoming birthday chalet and I must thank zhong wen and my gf, if not I wouldnt be able to have this birthday chalet also. Thou its abit like weird to have a big celebration for a 22nd birthday, but nevertheless since I do not have a proper celebration last year, I am so gonna make it big for this year. So hopefully most of the people that I invited is able to make it for the chalet as I have no idea when will it be the next time I got such a big birthday celebration again. Of course with a birthday celebration, I hope I will be able to get all the things I want for the birthday!
*Birthday Wishlist
- A new red sneakers!
- Levi's black jeans
- Hugo Boss perfume (Energize)
- A digital camera
- Being able to post out from my stupid camp
- Clear up all my debts
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
SUPER TURN OFF TO BE BACK TO ARMY!!! -_-"
Hello people!!
Didnt blog for the past one to two weeks due to busy enjoying my "holiday" and also busy with camps, girlfriends and friends etc... Finally after a long 3 and half month of MC, I am going to return back to my camp for good, no more MC extension for my ankle already and this sound super bad!
These 3mth plus of "holidays" should be the highlight for me for this year I think? Beside recovery for my operated ankle, I manage to do a few camps, crash alot of campfire and even got myself a new girlfriend! I am really glad that I choose the operation date at a very suitable period, if not there won't be so many things that happen in my life for the past few months!
At this moment, the thought of going back to camp really very turn me off, considering the past few months I been leading a life of a normal guy and getting paid at the same time! Now have to go back to camp and back to my stupid mon-fri in camp and only out during the weekends... ZZzZz
I miss doing camps, SAC camp and Coral Sec was good, it give me the feeling and enjoyment that I get when I am actively doing camp last year before I enter NS. Considering I had stop doing a proper camp for like near a year? I was kinda surprised I still can keep my level of highness and enthusiaism when I am doing Coral Sec camp and SAC camp... *give ah huat a pat on the back, a job well done* haha..
Lastly, even thou today I gotta get my stuff prepared as its been sometime since I last book in, so I am quite afraid that I didnt bring important things back to camp. I spent my "last day" today with my girl, although never do anything much, just a normal lunch and a short stayover at my house for awhile before we head to wdl checkpoint Sheng Siong and then sent her home.
Dear: The past two weeks doesnt seems to be a very happy period for you due to too many differences between us I guess? Hope when I go back to camp, all the problems will go away slowly and you will be much happier then before.
Alright! thats about it I guess? Hope I can succeed in getting post out from my stupid unit and to somewhere that is much nearer to my house and able to stayout every day!
Monday, May 25, 2009
gonna be away for two days!
Woohoo!
I am not gonna be around to blog for the next two days because I will be busy for the next day with no internet access! Went back to camp today(Monday) to endorse my MC for another two weeks extension before I finally be good and return back to my unit. haha... So I guess in total I took 3month 2weeks MC after my ankle operation in February and I believe I had make use of the time as much as I can. Sunday went to play soccer with Renz and friend, but as I hasnt been exercizing for very long, I now suffering from the after effect of playing soccer like muscle ache etc.. Somemore I think I injure my ankle again when it hasnt really fully recovered, guess it gonna really take quite sometime for my ankle to heal completely for a person as active as me. LOL!
I realize alot of my friend is going Australia to study, especially those grad from RP, this make me ponder alot regarding about getting a degree. At the moment my plan is once I ORD, i planning to work for a year first to save some money then go SIM to further my studies. However, knowing my charcter I know that once I start working full-time for a period, I will be so not motivated to get back to studies again. This is why I do not whether I should try reserved a seat now at SIM or only start to plan two years later. hmm...
Dear: Thank you for accompany me all the way to town for PCB, then sit back bus all the way to Choa Chu Kang and then to my camp, I appreciate it alot alot. Sorry I never listen to you and end up injure myself during sunday soccer, but don't get too worried over my injuries ya coz your bf is strong and so gonna be alright! Take care for the next two days as I will not be around but I will try to call you at night and also reply to your msgs as much as I can ya. :)
Tekong photo, quite long ago
Old photo, hardwork of me, david, shi hui and amelia
I am not gonna be around to blog for the next two days because I will be busy for the next day with no internet access! Went back to camp today(Monday) to endorse my MC for another two weeks extension before I finally be good and return back to my unit. haha... So I guess in total I took 3month 2weeks MC after my ankle operation in February and I believe I had make use of the time as much as I can. Sunday went to play soccer with Renz and friend, but as I hasnt been exercizing for very long, I now suffering from the after effect of playing soccer like muscle ache etc.. Somemore I think I injure my ankle again when it hasnt really fully recovered, guess it gonna really take quite sometime for my ankle to heal completely for a person as active as me. LOL!
I realize alot of my friend is going Australia to study, especially those grad from RP, this make me ponder alot regarding about getting a degree. At the moment my plan is once I ORD, i planning to work for a year first to save some money then go SIM to further my studies. However, knowing my charcter I know that once I start working full-time for a period, I will be so not motivated to get back to studies again. This is why I do not whether I should try reserved a seat now at SIM or only start to plan two years later. hmm...
Dear: Thank you for accompany me all the way to town for PCB, then sit back bus all the way to Choa Chu Kang and then to my camp, I appreciate it alot alot. Sorry I never listen to you and end up injure myself during sunday soccer, but don't get too worried over my injuries ya coz your bf is strong and so gonna be alright! Take care for the next two days as I will not be around but I will try to call you at night and also reply to your msgs as much as I can ya. :)
Tekong photo, quite long ago
Old photo, hardwork of me, david, shi hui and amelia
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Sorry
Aloha!
Lazy to blog for the past few days and here I am back to blogging again! For the past few days that I didn't, quite a number of things happen between me and my girl. On thurs, we had a slight quarrel over some small issue, I admit its partly my fault for being over-sensitive on that day I guess? Supposingly I am suppose to return back to my camp on the coming monday and I really hate the thoughts of it after being MC for 3month! The thoughts of returning back to camp, unable to book out everyday and limited time to spend with friends and girlfriend is seriously affecting my mood ever since Wed.
Then somehow on thurs everything like just snapped my mind! Being frustrated with my girlfriend for not replying to my sms without saying anything untill I call her at night when she told me forget to reply my sms, I become totally pissed and started a small quarrel with her that night. Sorry dear, I admit partly its really my fault for being so hot temper that day because my mood is really quite that period and also that incident is not the first time already, thats why I was so pissed that day, I hope you understand. Sorry to make you cried over it, I feel bad about it, really.
On friday night, Supposingly to be pleasant night with my girlfriend bringing her to eat the bai meehoon that we have been craving for quite sometime, but end up we didn't enjoy our dinner because we quarrel once again when we were at SSC talking on the topic of "clubbing". Alot of things was said, being pleasant or unpleasant to the ears which end up both of us hurting each other. This is something which both of us didn't want to and luckily we managed to solve it in the end even though it take quite some time.
Dear: I had told you before and I still going to say it again, the last thing that I ever want to see or do, is to see you cry and hurting you. This will not be what I want and I will try my best to achieve that, perhaps I didn't let you understand me very well before we got together and there is a big difference in the way we look at things. But I hope that no matter what, we can work together and solve our differences, the past two days of quarreling is really bad and both of us can feel it ourself, things will get better for us alright. :)
Lazy to blog for the past few days and here I am back to blogging again! For the past few days that I didn't, quite a number of things happen between me and my girl. On thurs, we had a slight quarrel over some small issue, I admit its partly my fault for being over-sensitive on that day I guess? Supposingly I am suppose to return back to my camp on the coming monday and I really hate the thoughts of it after being MC for 3month! The thoughts of returning back to camp, unable to book out everyday and limited time to spend with friends and girlfriend is seriously affecting my mood ever since Wed.
Then somehow on thurs everything like just snapped my mind! Being frustrated with my girlfriend for not replying to my sms without saying anything untill I call her at night when she told me forget to reply my sms, I become totally pissed and started a small quarrel with her that night. Sorry dear, I admit partly its really my fault for being so hot temper that day because my mood is really quite that period and also that incident is not the first time already, thats why I was so pissed that day, I hope you understand. Sorry to make you cried over it, I feel bad about it, really.
On friday night, Supposingly to be pleasant night with my girlfriend bringing her to eat the bai meehoon that we have been craving for quite sometime, but end up we didn't enjoy our dinner because we quarrel once again when we were at SSC talking on the topic of "clubbing". Alot of things was said, being pleasant or unpleasant to the ears which end up both of us hurting each other. This is something which both of us didn't want to and luckily we managed to solve it in the end even though it take quite some time.
Dear: I had told you before and I still going to say it again, the last thing that I ever want to see or do, is to see you cry and hurting you. This will not be what I want and I will try my best to achieve that, perhaps I didn't let you understand me very well before we got together and there is a big difference in the way we look at things. But I hope that no matter what, we can work together and solve our differences, the past two days of quarreling is really bad and both of us can feel it ourself, things will get better for us alright. :)
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
My style, my way!
Ring ring, ring ring!
K: Hello!! good morning, are you doing your report?
CY: hmm...erm...i fall back to sleep.. hehe
K: ermz... -_-" I stil thought you so good able to wake up ar
CY: I fall back to sleep after msging you just now.
K: okok, time to wake up!!! don't sleep anymore already.
CY: okok, I will wake up now...
K: hmm..hey dear, you know something?? Your house recently hired a delivery men! And the delivery men actually is waiting for you to collect breakfast at life area here.
CY: *stone for period* HUH! oh...you are at the lift?! I am still lying on my bed lol..
K: The delivery is here to deliver ai xin breakfast, specially delivered and waiting for you.
CY: okok, but erm...can i go brush teeth first? haha...
*thats the end of the short story, abit bo liao to others but well..as long as the person like can already, haha..
Last time in the past I always got friend talking about "never treat your boyfriend or girlfriend too good at the beginning of the relationship, this is to prevent your boyfriend or girlfriend taking you for granted in the long run during the relationship. Must learn to know when to give and when to take" But well...although sometime I do agree on that point alittle but somehow or rather I always didnt follow that theory among all my relationship in the past and present. When I am attached to someone I love, I think that it is right for me to treat that person as good as I can and treating her very well. What for having a girlfriend but need to hold back alittle in the way of treating her, thats is so not me. I believe in giving the best that I could to my girlfriend, always shower her with love and concern. Even though my temper might be bad at times, but I am a person that really can get over it easily especially when having quarrel with my girlfriend.
I guess I am finally going back to camp in less then a week time as I don't think my MC could be extend any further when I go back for my medical appt this Friday. Which mean that this is the final week that I could spent more time with my girlfriend and friends, doing whatever things that I always wanted to do. Its kinda sad because my girlfriend itself is very busy with her school stuff especially this week, my buddy is at work almost everyday due to stupid H1N1 virus, then the instructors side also never call me for outing anymore, everyone just simply got their own stuff to busy with and I am so bored with nothing to do at all. Since this is the final week that I can spent more time with my girl, I will definitely aim to try spending more time with her and make full use of all the remaining time I have.. :)
K: Hello!! good morning, are you doing your report?
CY: hmm...erm...i fall back to sleep.. hehe
K: ermz... -_-" I stil thought you so good able to wake up ar
CY: I fall back to sleep after msging you just now.
K: okok, time to wake up!!! don't sleep anymore already.
CY: okok, I will wake up now...
K: hmm..hey dear, you know something?? Your house recently hired a delivery men! And the delivery men actually is waiting for you to collect breakfast at life area here.
CY: *stone for period* HUH! oh...you are at the lift?! I am still lying on my bed lol..
K: The delivery is here to deliver ai xin breakfast, specially delivered and waiting for you.
CY: okok, but erm...can i go brush teeth first? haha...
*thats the end of the short story, abit bo liao to others but well..as long as the person like can already, haha..
Last time in the past I always got friend talking about "never treat your boyfriend or girlfriend too good at the beginning of the relationship, this is to prevent your boyfriend or girlfriend taking you for granted in the long run during the relationship. Must learn to know when to give and when to take" But well...although sometime I do agree on that point alittle but somehow or rather I always didnt follow that theory among all my relationship in the past and present. When I am attached to someone I love, I think that it is right for me to treat that person as good as I can and treating her very well. What for having a girlfriend but need to hold back alittle in the way of treating her, thats is so not me. I believe in giving the best that I could to my girlfriend, always shower her with love and concern. Even though my temper might be bad at times, but I am a person that really can get over it easily especially when having quarrel with my girlfriend.
I guess I am finally going back to camp in less then a week time as I don't think my MC could be extend any further when I go back for my medical appt this Friday. Which mean that this is the final week that I could spent more time with my girlfriend and friends, doing whatever things that I always wanted to do. Its kinda sad because my girlfriend itself is very busy with her school stuff especially this week, my buddy is at work almost everyday due to stupid H1N1 virus, then the instructors side also never call me for outing anymore, everyone just simply got their own stuff to busy with and I am so bored with nothing to do at all. Since this is the final week that I can spent more time with my girl, I will definitely aim to try spending more time with her and make full use of all the remaining time I have.. :)
Monday, May 18, 2009
Tekong days!
Another NP camp photo
King Kong oei!I keep having problems when uploading photos of me and my girlfriend. No idea why also.. hmm..
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Happy one month!
Hello! Been lazy for the past few days and catching up on my dragonball GT on youtube, therefore didnt blog for few days... But never mind, i finally finish watching all the episode of dragonball GT and now is back to boredom at night again... :(
hmm...today 17th May is the one month anniversary of me and chenyin! Time really flies and unknowingly one month just passed like that! Been out the whole day with her since 12+ in the noon and we went to two area, Yishun and Tampiness. Went to eat Teppanyaki at Yishun for lunch since its been ages I last ate Teppanyaki and my dear girl don't know what is Teppanyaki. Come to think about it, there's a period I even ate that once every week and it carry on for one month I think? After that went to buy my contacts and off we go Tampiness! Initially plan was to catch the 2pm movie "ramen girl" over there, walk around after movie and have Ajisen ramen for dinner. But due to abit of delay here and there, we couldnt make it for 2pm movie, thus we end up spending the whole day walking around all 3 shopping center in Tampiness.
Things that we consume at tampiness alone includes
- takopaichi
- mr bean pancake and soya milk
- ajisen ramen
- soft shell crab
- crab croquette
- fried fish
- ice lemon tea
- ice yuanyang
I guess thats all for what we consume at Tampiness, its kinda loads of food and drinks I think? LoL....
After dinner decided to head back to nua at my house for awhile and I sent her home after that! Its kinda a pity that I forget to bring out camera today, if not can take loads of photo for memories. But well...never mind, there's always next time!
*Dear, The past one month you have been through quite a number of problems with me and see me through my happy and bad days for the past one month, its been sometime since I last had this feeling and I really enjoying every minute of your accompany. Sorry for making you feeling insecure at times, I don't really wish to see you always get so worried also. The foundation that we are building for the past month is definitely going very strong at the moment and I believe it will last me till very long. I can see the effort that you put into the relationship, I really appreciate alot. Must have more faith in yourself and me alright, we will work hand in hand together and keep building a strong foundation together. Hope you really enjoyed yourself today dear, I love you.
hmm...today 17th May is the one month anniversary of me and chenyin! Time really flies and unknowingly one month just passed like that! Been out the whole day with her since 12+ in the noon and we went to two area, Yishun and Tampiness. Went to eat Teppanyaki at Yishun for lunch since its been ages I last ate Teppanyaki and my dear girl don't know what is Teppanyaki. Come to think about it, there's a period I even ate that once every week and it carry on for one month I think? After that went to buy my contacts and off we go Tampiness! Initially plan was to catch the 2pm movie "ramen girl" over there, walk around after movie and have Ajisen ramen for dinner. But due to abit of delay here and there, we couldnt make it for 2pm movie, thus we end up spending the whole day walking around all 3 shopping center in Tampiness.
Things that we consume at tampiness alone includes
- takopaichi
- mr bean pancake and soya milk
- ajisen ramen
- soft shell crab
- crab croquette
- fried fish
- ice lemon tea
- ice yuanyang
I guess thats all for what we consume at Tampiness, its kinda loads of food and drinks I think? LoL....
After dinner decided to head back to nua at my house for awhile and I sent her home after that! Its kinda a pity that I forget to bring out camera today, if not can take loads of photo for memories. But well...never mind, there's always next time!
*Dear, The past one month you have been through quite a number of problems with me and see me through my happy and bad days for the past one month, its been sometime since I last had this feeling and I really enjoying every minute of your accompany. Sorry for making you feeling insecure at times, I don't really wish to see you always get so worried also. The foundation that we are building for the past month is definitely going very strong at the moment and I believe it will last me till very long. I can see the effort that you put into the relationship, I really appreciate alot. Must have more faith in yourself and me alright, we will work hand in hand together and keep building a strong foundation together. Hope you really enjoyed yourself today dear, I love you.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Trying!
Hello! Actually I suppose to be sleeping now, but somehow I been tossing around on the bed for the past 2 to 3hr and I still can't get to sleep!! I guess I really just have to find things to do to tire myself every night, if not really very hard to sleep early. Since I promise my girl that I am going to change my unhealthy lifestyle, I will definitely try to do it. Hopefully this won't take too long and please give me some time to change ok dear?
I finally got a proper working TV in my room now, courtesy of my second brother! My old tv in my room has been giving me problem ever since last few months back, it will auto shutdown while watching or can't even on at all! Many times when my friend was watching dvd in my room, the TV will not give me any face and just shut down suddenly! End up I become so pai seh infront my friend or girlfriend.. ZzzzZZ (-_-")
Met my girl yesterday to collect something from her and I seriously want to thank her for everything she done for me and everything that she help me with. Dear, thank you for willing to face the problems with me and helping me to solve it, its not gonna be a easy path for us for the next two year or so, I am glad that we will work hand in hand together to face it as a couple ya, thank you for everything. You are seriously the motivation in my life now in everything I do, because of you I will try my best to change and not disappoint you again. :)
*I am freaking hungry now! Got cravings for mee goreng with chicken wing and Sembawang Bai bee hoon... :(
I finally got a proper working TV in my room now, courtesy of my second brother! My old tv in my room has been giving me problem ever since last few months back, it will auto shutdown while watching or can't even on at all! Many times when my friend was watching dvd in my room, the TV will not give me any face and just shut down suddenly! End up I become so pai seh infront my friend or girlfriend.. ZzzzZZ (-_-")
Met my girl yesterday to collect something from her and I seriously want to thank her for everything she done for me and everything that she help me with. Dear, thank you for willing to face the problems with me and helping me to solve it, its not gonna be a easy path for us for the next two year or so, I am glad that we will work hand in hand together to face it as a couple ya, thank you for everything. You are seriously the motivation in my life now in everything I do, because of you I will try my best to change and not disappoint you again. :)
*I am freaking hungry now! Got cravings for mee goreng with chicken wing and Sembawang Bai bee hoon... :(
Monday, May 11, 2009
Quit for good?
Today was pretty much a slacking day for me, when I wake up its like already 6pm?! I do wake up between interval during the daytime but by 6pm, I am finally awake and doing my stuff. My body biological clock is totally screw up and I think I only can blame myself for it I guess. Nothing much happen today, bought dinner for my parents and went for night run at 2-3am as usual.
Didnt get to meet up with my girl today as her lesson ended very late on every monday. The following weeks I guess we going to meet even lesser due to some reason, still trying to adapt to it thou. Clear abit of my debt today and yes I am now officially broke again, even thou I just took my pay like few days back, after clearing all my debts I am down to penniless again... -_-
Currently my life, other then spending time with my gf, I really don't have anything else to do anymore. With no money, there's nothing much I can do at the moment plus I can't find a proper temp job now, so if my gf never meet me I am just nua-ing everyday. I seriously miss doing camps, last year during this period I was happily doing camp week in week out, but now? haiz.. face with loads of debts everyday and being so stressout every single night. This is really heading nowhere and I don't know how long I can last taking all these stress.
I going to quit soccer gambling for good if everything able to settle nicely and swee swee. It has bring me enough trouble and really loads of trouble I must admit. Like what I told my gf, I am really going to quit gambling for good if I can really solve my current problem. I have let her down too many times and even I is feeling guilty now. Sorry dear.
A camp that I first cried for one of the activity
The first girl school camp that I did!
Terrible kids but wonderful accomodation.. :)
A camp with 500 kuku... -_-"
Didnt get to meet up with my girl today as her lesson ended very late on every monday. The following weeks I guess we going to meet even lesser due to some reason, still trying to adapt to it thou. Clear abit of my debt today and yes I am now officially broke again, even thou I just took my pay like few days back, after clearing all my debts I am down to penniless again... -_-
Currently my life, other then spending time with my gf, I really don't have anything else to do anymore. With no money, there's nothing much I can do at the moment plus I can't find a proper temp job now, so if my gf never meet me I am just nua-ing everyday. I seriously miss doing camps, last year during this period I was happily doing camp week in week out, but now? haiz.. face with loads of debts everyday and being so stressout every single night. This is really heading nowhere and I don't know how long I can last taking all these stress.
I going to quit soccer gambling for good if everything able to settle nicely and swee swee. It has bring me enough trouble and really loads of trouble I must admit. Like what I told my gf, I am really going to quit gambling for good if I can really solve my current problem. I have let her down too many times and even I is feeling guilty now. Sorry dear.
A camp that I first cried for one of the activity
The first girl school camp that I did!
Terrible kids but wonderful accomodation.. :)
A camp with 500 kuku... -_-"
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