Contradicting me

Tonight is the last night of this study stay-in, by right I should be very happy and looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow which is the last day of this whole medicine study. I do not know why but somehow I just have a feeling of being very lost now. After this medicine study, I don't know what is my plan for the next few month. Its like I have alot of plans for this December, yet I afraid that many things might not turn out the way I want it to be, especially my HK working trip.

Suppose to bring a group of students for oversea trip to HK on 13th to 16th December, till not I am still not sure am I being confirmed for that trip. Secondly is my own trip on 19th to 23rd December, I haven't decide which day should I go for thevtrip. Initially my plan was to go with a big group of instructors, go there have fun etc.. But now end up I think only me and my mum is going, I not sure whether I still want to carry on with the trip with my mum.

So for the period between 5th dec to 13th dec I am still very free, its like no job during that period and I seriously will find it very wasted if I unable to find any jobs that can fit into that period. I would rather be working my butt off to earn money then to stay home and rot or go out to waste money.

Then another thing is I not sure do I still want to carry on with my medicine study till March next year or should I treat this as my very last medicine study before I start a proper a full time job. If I carry on with the medicine study, I am still able to do camp in between the period when I am outside of the study in January, February and March. But then I afraid it is like alittle too late for me to start a full time job if I drag till March or April next year. I m must agree the money from the medicine study is very good, its like very hard to find other jobs that can pay me this well with my age and my qualifications

I am seriously at a lost now, can ANYONE HELP ME?!

Overdue photos..

Sagi House Captain!

Cam-whoring


When Kumar Kumar meet Starwberry*


Do we look fierce enough? haha!

Back to school.....

One of the fav photos that I like from the IJC camp

Ah *hua* and Ah *niang*

Cam-whoring again..

When is the last time we ever see such mess at JBAC? I think if jody saw this, she will faint*

First time I get to eat hokkien mee as one of meal in camp! the picture cant show the hokkien mee but i think it taste quite good and special compared to the usual bento set we always had in camp.

Time for copycat again, the girl can really dance well by the way.. haha..

updates...

Somemore pics from the NUS high Camp, will upload all the photos for IJC camp at a later time, stay tuned!

Nobody looking at us.. :(

I look like i am flying.. sorta weird position...

I look damn gay in this photo I think?


Two color on my leg!

Copy cat time!!

Everyone is leaving, slowly...

Recently I got alot of things that I wanted to blog, and I mean really alot alot, just that I am sorta lazy and thats why it just keep dragging and dragging and dragging. Alot of things happened to me, especially between me and my gf. We quarrel till it reached an extent whereby we nearly broke up, I believe both me and her definitely do not want this to happen, I just hope the whole matter can be over soon and don't let it affect us. Its no use for you and her to keep quarrel or scolding each other, end up its not going to help either side. I am sorry that I am the root of the trouble, right now I just hope all the problems will be over soon.

Anyway, I Did a B2B camp last week for Kent and Jeremy Tang(his last camp), one was NUS high school year 1 and another was Innova JC J1 Adventure camp. I badly sprained my ankle right before the campfire for the NUS high camp, the stupid thing is that I actually sprain my ankle when I was teaching the students how to dance Xi Shua Shua, how dumb can that be.. -_-

But nevertheless I proceed on with the campfire and also next day the IJC camp. And guess what? Even though I left the NUS high camp on the second night, I was told that the teachers think my class was quite good and they actually won the Best class award in that camp!! haha.. *hope you guys will not forget instructor ah huat*

Anyway, even though I was injured, I wouldnt want to back out for that IJC camp because its Jeremy tang last camp, I don't think I will ever get a chance to do his camp anymore and I don't want to let this opportunity goes to waste. For the past few years, all Tang camp was very memorable to me, be its a 3d2n camp or just simply a day event, always got something happen. I can't imagine I nearly quitted camp HA because I put Tang aeroplane and put up a no-show for his day event. That time I wasn't even close to him at all and I was so afraid that I offended him and will get blacklisted! But luckily, end up he still got called me up and do camps etc and thats how my journey in Camp HA carry on.

• Tang is the first CIC that treat instructors pizza for supper in camp, two nights in a row somemore!
• The one and only CIC that allow us to play mj in JBAC!! how crazy is that?!
• My first tertiary camp in Camp HA is also under Tang, I still can remember is ITE Simei Bridge Leader camp at JBAC. It was fun, definitely.
• He is also the reason why I actually sign the exclusive contract for Camp HA even though I think now the contract like not much useful also.

When I think back all the memories we once shared and want to thank him for all the memories and stuff, I actually cried during the 2nd day debrief in IJC camp. Initially I thought I wouldn't cry for him because he is not as close to me as how andrew are, but still when I start to think my appreciation speech to him, I can't help but cried because he is going to leave Camp HA already.

So anyway, once again I would want to wish Tang all the best in his new job direction on a brand new career. With a great leader like him, I believe he can definitely survive in any job field and be part of the elite force in the job field. Take care bro.

MAKAN TIME!!



Time for bollywood dance? haha



why jun xiang look so fierce?!

Me and the birthday girl! Sweet 21st!

i m back, for good or for bad?!

Hello people! I am here to make a quick short update to my blog before I going for my B2B camp this week with NUS High and IJC. Hopefully this will be a fun fun week before I finally return back to my HELL ground again. :( Alot of things happen to me in the past few week or I should say I had kept myself damn packed for the past few weeks.

- Help Carolyn to do a 4D3N camp at Pulau Ubin. The beginning was quite bad and everyone was complaining about the camp, but luckily in the end everyone enjoyed and I bet it leave a ever lasting memories in their heart!

- Help Potato with his first camp of the year, it has been a long long time since I last work with this group of instructors. The feeling is great even thou there are some hiccups in the camp, hope potato has solve it by now.

- Do camp for Choa Chu Kang Sec 2, its the second time I am taking this school and I must say this school the student is really quite high by nature, last year and this year both equally high! I am glad to see that my class really bonded quite well together, they cried for each other during campfire because they know they going to be separate class the following year. I feel sad for them also but well...Life is this, only after separation and obstacles, people then will realize the importance of friendship and learn to cherish it.

- Still got camp for few other school like St Hilda's Pri and Nan Chiau Pri which I shall not go into details before my blog start to become boring...

Anyway, had a very big quarrel for with my gf for the past one week due to some reasons.. But thank god everything has been solved now and hopefully it will be peaceful from now onwards. Its hurtful and tiring to each other in this manner because it is spoiling our r/s, something that both of us do not want it to happen ya.. Oh ya, my gf lost her wallet ytd at yishun and we only realize it after a few hours! Went to make a police report for the lost wallet and I can tell you, I NOW FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY MY FATHER DO NOT LIKE POLICE AT ALL!! The way they handle things is like so reluctantly and willing to do it, seriously don't understand why. Anyway, lucky my gf is lost her wallet at Northpoint Bata, the staff called her today and asked her to go collect her wallet.

Thats all I guess? Will update again when I m back from my B2B camp. Before I end this post, I just want to say its kinda sad that one by one everyone is leaving Camp HA. Andrew left last year, Jeremy tang and Eunice is going to leave like less then three weeks time? I can't imagine how Camp HA is going to survive when Jeremy and Eunice left the company, with the peak season coming up, can the company really cope with it? Sigh...

YEA!!! Finally can upload some new photos to my blog! has been having problems with uploading since few weeks back.. These are some of the photos, I got like TONS OF IT haven't uploaded.. Stay tuned and wait for more to come!

SUPER TURN OFF TO BE BACK TO ARMY!!! -_-"

Hello people!!

Didnt blog for the past one to two weeks due to busy enjoying my "holiday" and also busy with camps, girlfriends and friends etc... Finally after a long 3 and half month of MC, I am going to return back to my camp for good, no more MC extension for my ankle already and this sound super bad!

These 3mth plus of "holidays" should be the highlight for me for this year I think? Beside recovery for my operated ankle, I manage to do a few camps, crash alot of campfire and even got myself a new girlfriend! I am really glad that I choose the operation date at a very suitable period, if not there won't be so many things that happen in my life for the past few months!

At this moment, the thought of going back to camp really very turn me off, considering the past few months I been leading a life of a normal guy and getting paid at the same time! Now have to go back to camp and back to my stupid mon-fri in camp and only out during the weekends... ZZzZz

I miss doing camps, SAC camp and Coral Sec was good, it give me the feeling and enjoyment that I get when I am actively doing camp last year before I enter NS. Considering I had stop doing a proper camp for like near a year? I was kinda surprised I still can keep my level of highness and enthusiaism when I am doing Coral Sec camp and SAC camp... *give ah huat a pat on the back, a job well done* haha..

Lastly, even thou today I gotta get my stuff prepared as its been sometime since I last book in, so I am quite afraid that I didnt bring important things back to camp. I spent my "last day" today with my girl, although never do anything much, just a normal lunch and a short stayover at my house for awhile before we head to wdl checkpoint Sheng Siong and then sent her home.

Dear: The past two weeks doesnt seems to be a very happy period for you due to too many differences between us I guess? Hope when I go back to camp, all the problems will go away slowly and you will be much happier then before.

Alright! thats about it I guess? Hope I can succeed in getting post out from my stupid unit and to somewhere that is much nearer to my house and able to stayout every day!

gonna be away for two days!

Woohoo!

I am not gonna be around to blog for the next two days because I will be busy for the next day with no internet access! Went back to camp today(Monday) to endorse my MC for another two weeks extension before I finally be good and return back to my unit. haha... So I guess in total I took 3month 2weeks MC after my ankle operation in February and I believe I had make use of the time as much as I can. Sunday went to play soccer with Renz and friend, but as I hasnt been exercizing for very long, I now suffering from the after effect of playing soccer like muscle ache etc.. Somemore I think I injure my ankle again when it hasnt really fully recovered, guess it gonna really take quite sometime for my ankle to heal completely for a person as active as me. LOL!

I realize alot of my friend is going Australia to study, especially those grad from RP, this make me ponder alot regarding about getting a degree. At the moment my plan is once I ORD, i planning to work for a year first to save some money then go SIM to further my studies. However, knowing my charcter I know that once I start working full-time for a period, I will be so not motivated to get back to studies again. This is why I do not whether I should try reserved a seat now at SIM or only start to plan two years later. hmm...

Dear: Thank you for accompany me all the way to town for PCB, then sit back bus all the way to Choa Chu Kang and then to my camp, I appreciate it alot alot. Sorry I never listen to you and end up injure myself during sunday soccer, but don't get too worried over my injuries ya coz your bf is strong and so gonna be alright! Take care for the next two days as I will not be around but I will try to call you at night and also reply to your msgs as much as I can ya. :)



Tekong photo, quite long ago

Old photo, hardwork of me, david, shi hui and amelia

Tekong days!

Another NP camp photo

King Kong oei!

I keep having problems when uploading photos of me and my girlfriend. No idea why also.. hmm..

Quit for good?

Today was pretty much a slacking day for me, when I wake up its like already 6pm?! I do wake up between interval during the daytime but by 6pm, I am finally awake and doing my stuff. My body biological clock is totally screw up and I think I only can blame myself for it I guess. Nothing much happen today, bought dinner for my parents and went for night run at 2-3am as usual.

Didnt get to meet up with my girl today as her lesson ended very late on every monday. The following weeks I guess we going to meet even lesser due to some reason, still trying to adapt to it thou. Clear abit of my debt today and yes I am now officially broke again, even thou I just took my pay like few days back, after clearing all my debts I am down to penniless again... -_-
Currently my life, other then spending time with my gf, I really don't have anything else to do anymore. With no money, there's nothing much I can do at the moment plus I can't find a proper temp job now, so if my gf never meet me I am just nua-ing everyday. I seriously miss doing camps, last year during this period I was happily doing camp week in week out, but now? haiz.. face with loads of debts everyday and being so stressout every single night. This is really heading nowhere and I don't know how long I can last taking all these stress.

I going to quit soccer gambling for good if everything able to settle nicely and swee swee. It has bring me enough trouble and really loads of trouble I must admit. Like what I told my gf, I am really going to quit gambling for good if I can really solve my current problem. I have let her down too many times and even I is feeling guilty now. Sorry dear.

A camp that I first cried for one of the activity

The first girl school camp that I did!

Terrible kids but wonderful accomodation.. :)

A camp with 500 kuku... -_-"