Everyone is leaving, slowly...

Recently I got alot of things that I wanted to blog, and I mean really alot alot, just that I am sorta lazy and thats why it just keep dragging and dragging and dragging. Alot of things happened to me, especially between me and my gf. We quarrel till it reached an extent whereby we nearly broke up, I believe both me and her definitely do not want this to happen, I just hope the whole matter can be over soon and don't let it affect us. Its no use for you and her to keep quarrel or scolding each other, end up its not going to help either side. I am sorry that I am the root of the trouble, right now I just hope all the problems will be over soon.

Anyway, I Did a B2B camp last week for Kent and Jeremy Tang(his last camp), one was NUS high school year 1 and another was Innova JC J1 Adventure camp. I badly sprained my ankle right before the campfire for the NUS high camp, the stupid thing is that I actually sprain my ankle when I was teaching the students how to dance Xi Shua Shua, how dumb can that be.. -_-

But nevertheless I proceed on with the campfire and also next day the IJC camp. And guess what? Even though I left the NUS high camp on the second night, I was told that the teachers think my class was quite good and they actually won the Best class award in that camp!! haha.. *hope you guys will not forget instructor ah huat*

Anyway, even though I was injured, I wouldnt want to back out for that IJC camp because its Jeremy tang last camp, I don't think I will ever get a chance to do his camp anymore and I don't want to let this opportunity goes to waste. For the past few years, all Tang camp was very memorable to me, be its a 3d2n camp or just simply a day event, always got something happen. I can't imagine I nearly quitted camp HA because I put Tang aeroplane and put up a no-show for his day event. That time I wasn't even close to him at all and I was so afraid that I offended him and will get blacklisted! But luckily, end up he still got called me up and do camps etc and thats how my journey in Camp HA carry on.

• Tang is the first CIC that treat instructors pizza for supper in camp, two nights in a row somemore!
• The one and only CIC that allow us to play mj in JBAC!! how crazy is that?!
• My first tertiary camp in Camp HA is also under Tang, I still can remember is ITE Simei Bridge Leader camp at JBAC. It was fun, definitely.
• He is also the reason why I actually sign the exclusive contract for Camp HA even though I think now the contract like not much useful also.

When I think back all the memories we once shared and want to thank him for all the memories and stuff, I actually cried during the 2nd day debrief in IJC camp. Initially I thought I wouldn't cry for him because he is not as close to me as how andrew are, but still when I start to think my appreciation speech to him, I can't help but cried because he is going to leave Camp HA already.

So anyway, once again I would want to wish Tang all the best in his new job direction on a brand new career. With a great leader like him, I believe he can definitely survive in any job field and be part of the elite force in the job field. Take care bro.

Sorry

Aloha!
Lazy to blog for the past few days and here I am back to blogging again! For the past few days that I didn't, quite a number of things happen between me and my girl. On thurs, we had a slight quarrel over some small issue, I admit its partly my fault for being over-sensitive on that day I guess? Supposingly I am suppose to return back to my camp on the coming monday and I really hate the thoughts of it after being MC for 3month! The thoughts of returning back to camp, unable to book out everyday and limited time to spend with friends and girlfriend is seriously affecting my mood ever since Wed.

Then somehow on thurs everything like just snapped my mind! Being frustrated with my girlfriend for not replying to my sms without saying anything untill I call her at night when she told me forget to reply my sms, I become totally pissed and started a small quarrel with her that night. Sorry dear, I admit partly its really my fault for being so hot temper that day because my mood is really quite that period and also that incident is not the first time already, thats why I was so pissed that day, I hope you understand. Sorry to make you cried over it, I feel bad about it, really.

On friday night, Supposingly to be pleasant night with my girlfriend bringing her to eat the bai meehoon that we have been craving for quite sometime, but end up we didn't enjoy our dinner because we quarrel once again when we were at SSC talking on the topic of "clubbing". Alot of things was said, being pleasant or unpleasant to the ears which end up both of us hurting each other. This is something which both of us didn't want to and luckily we managed to solve it in the end even though it take quite some time.

Dear: I had told you before and I still going to say it again, the last thing that I ever want to see or do, is to see you cry and hurting you. This will not be what I want and I will try my best to achieve that, perhaps I didn't let you understand me very well before we got together and there is a big difference in the way we look at things. But I hope that no matter what, we can work together and solve our differences, the past two days of quarreling is really bad and both of us can feel it ourself, things will get better for us alright. :)