Tonight is the last night of this study stay-in, by right I should be very happy and looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow which is the last day of this whole medicine study. I do not know why but somehow I just have a feeling of being very lost now. After this medicine study, I don't know what is my plan for the next few month. Its like I have alot of plans for this December, yet I afraid that many things might not turn out the way I want it to be, especially my HK working trip.
Suppose to bring a group of students for oversea trip to HK on 13th to 16th December, till not I am still not sure am I being confirmed for that trip. Secondly is my own trip on 19th to 23rd December, I haven't decide which day should I go for thevtrip. Initially my plan was to go with a big group of instructors, go there have fun etc.. But now end up I think only me and my mum is going, I not sure whether I still want to carry on with the trip with my mum.
So for the period between 5th dec to 13th dec I am still very free, its like no job during that period and I seriously will find it very wasted if I unable to find any jobs that can fit into that period. I would rather be working my butt off to earn money then to stay home and rot or go out to waste money.
Then another thing is I not sure do I still want to carry on with my medicine study till March next year or should I treat this as my very last medicine study before I start a proper a full time job. If I carry on with the medicine study, I am still able to do camp in between the period when I am outside of the study in January, February and March. But then I afraid it is like alittle too late for me to start a full time job if I drag till March or April next year. I m must agree the money from the medicine study is very good, its like very hard to find other jobs that can pay me this well with my age and my qualifications
I am seriously at a lost now, can ANYONE HELP ME?!
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Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Monday, November 29, 2010
Finally!
Been lazy to blog for the past one week plus and I guess this will be one of my final post here before I finally finish my medicine study! Today is the 2nd last night of this 4th period study, two more nights and I will be finally done with the medicine study and get ready to collect the money at the end of the month!
Come to think about it, when I was just about to start my first period of this study, I was still thinking how am I going to survive all the four study period, its like going to drag till near 2 month and it is freaking long! One blink and now I am in my 4th period and so going to finish it already, I seriously can't wait to get out of here to enjoy loads of good food outside.
The past 2 week hasn't been a very good week for me also, suppose to have my own food race event on 20th nov, but well...everything just didnt go according to plan. The plan eventually become a failure, a lot of teams can't make it and two team back out very last min when I already made the badges for the food race. Well..you know it, all the money I spent for the badges and the recce trip has gone down to drain.. haiz... I know its my fault to change the prizes at the very last minute, but I seriously trying to work within my budget also, I guess no one can truly understand how I feel. I was looking forward to the event and end up it become like throwing money down the drain...
I guess I not going to organize it again anytime soon, having a little trauma over it. Even though to be a business men, there bound to be failure and obstacles, perhaps I am still not ready for it at the moment I think.
Come to think about it, when I was just about to start my first period of this study, I was still thinking how am I going to survive all the four study period, its like going to drag till near 2 month and it is freaking long! One blink and now I am in my 4th period and so going to finish it already, I seriously can't wait to get out of here to enjoy loads of good food outside.
The past 2 week hasn't been a very good week for me also, suppose to have my own food race event on 20th nov, but well...everything just didnt go according to plan. The plan eventually become a failure, a lot of teams can't make it and two team back out very last min when I already made the badges for the food race. Well..you know it, all the money I spent for the badges and the recce trip has gone down to drain.. haiz... I know its my fault to change the prizes at the very last minute, but I seriously trying to work within my budget also, I guess no one can truly understand how I feel. I was looking forward to the event and end up it become like throwing money down the drain...
I guess I not going to organize it again anytime soon, having a little trauma over it. Even though to be a business men, there bound to be failure and obstacles, perhaps I am still not ready for it at the moment I think.
Monday, November 15, 2010
Aloha!
Hoila! I m back to blogging again after stop blogging for the past 1week plus I think? Today is the second last day of my 3rd period stay-in at the hospital, tomorrow can go home and I will be left with one final period to complete the entire medicine study! Seriously I can't wait to end all the period soon, staying in a aircon room 24/7 is seriously not my kind of thing, I need sun to make me feel like I am living normally. haha..
Last week after I finish my second period, it will a super busy week for me. I got like three birthday dinner, one BBQ, one day event, one concert and one farewell party that all happens in the period of 5 days that I spent outside!
Well.. Actually this week is isn't much better too, Wed having another party, thurs got PCB, fri got day event, Sat got my own food race, I think I only left with sun and mon which has nothing on for now.. I can't believe I can be seriously this busy for this month, but I guess that is also a good thing for me as all the outings and stuff will keep me occupied and prevent me from anyhow think again.
Currently the response for the food race is still quite bad, only got two confirmed team at the moment, haiz.. I wonder is it even a good choice I make in creating this food race event.. hmm..hopefully when the day comes, it will be much better bah..
Last week after I finish my second period, it will a super busy week for me. I got like three birthday dinner, one BBQ, one day event, one concert and one farewell party that all happens in the period of 5 days that I spent outside!
Well.. Actually this week is isn't much better too, Wed having another party, thurs got PCB, fri got day event, Sat got my own food race, I think I only left with sun and mon which has nothing on for now.. I can't believe I can be seriously this busy for this month, but I guess that is also a good thing for me as all the outings and stuff will keep me occupied and prevent me from anyhow think again.
Currently the response for the food race is still quite bad, only got two confirmed team at the moment, haiz.. I wonder is it even a good choice I make in creating this food race event.. hmm..hopefully when the day comes, it will be much better bah..
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Back again!
hey! I m back at the hospital for another 9 days for the second period of my medicine study! The 5 days that I get to spent outside passed so fast and a blink of an eye I m back here at the same place to stuck for another 9 days, hopefully this 9 days can pass as fast as the previous period stay in.
Today wake up quite early in the morning went for breakfast then head to ECP to "help-out" in alex day event. Not a must to go down but I still decided to go down because next week I m the in-charge for one of the days, so need to roughly know how is the whole thing being run etc.. But well..I went down a alittle too late, even thou I still managed to spent about 2hrs at east coast, but I missed out the most important part which is briefing the participants etc.. Hope I don't screw up on the day that I work..!
Alot of plans is going through my mind everyday and mainly is in terms of working, managing my finance etc.. I had already cut down on my gambling already, I mean seriously cut down alot.. I am slowly learning to refrain myself from gambling and even if I really gamble, I limit myself to a certain and stick with it... I just wish that when december come, my finance will be so much better then now..
Today wake up quite early in the morning went for breakfast then head to ECP to "help-out" in alex day event. Not a must to go down but I still decided to go down because next week I m the in-charge for one of the days, so need to roughly know how is the whole thing being run etc.. But well..I went down a alittle too late, even thou I still managed to spent about 2hrs at east coast, but I missed out the most important part which is briefing the participants etc.. Hope I don't screw up on the day that I work..!
Alot of plans is going through my mind everyday and mainly is in terms of working, managing my finance etc.. I had already cut down on my gambling already, I mean seriously cut down alot.. I am slowly learning to refrain myself from gambling and even if I really gamble, I limit myself to a certain and stick with it... I just wish that when december come, my finance will be so much better then now..
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Last night!
Today is finally the last night of the 9days stay-in for period 1!! The past one week plus has been staying at the hospital doing nothing much, everyday can only crave to go out and enjoy when the 9days stay-in ended.. I seriously need sun to make me feel healthier and less sinful, and another important is that I miss my son Lam nua! haha.. Still considering whether to bring my son for the next 3 period stay-in anot..
Hmm..everyday I see you online, it makes me feel like talking to you yet I do not know how should I bring myself to talk to you. Like a usual bad habbit of me, alot of times I regretted not cherishing something when it is no longer in my possession anymore, it has been a bad habbit since two years ago and untill now I still facing the same problem. Many times we always wish that we could rewind the time back, thinking how can we improve the situation back then, not making silly mistakes and stuff... but haiz...its easy to say but it is always too late to regret it..
When you first entered NUS that time, many of my friend asked me, "hey your gf now in NUS, are you scared of her running away with another guy?", at that time I will always jokingly say that its not impossible coz I know how much you love me even thou I have difficulty gaining your trust back again, but never did I expected 2months after you start school, we have already broke off, thou I know its all mainly my fault and you have never done anything wrong to me. I guess many things really can happened in a few months time, be it good or bad...
It's my loss not to have you as my gf anymore and I can't stop feeling guilty/sinful on and off when I am alone, thinking how I disappoint you time and time again... One year 5months definitely mean something to me, even thou I didnt cherish it as much as you do, but defintiely it leave a deep impact in me also.. Until now, I still misses u at times, really.. Whenever I miss you, I can only look at my son and smile silly to it.. It sound stupid but ya, it will just make me feel better when I hug lam nua.. I don't know how are you coping with the break up till now, hopefully I am able to get over it soon bah..
With a loss comes a gain also, at least now I can really work all the way I want without worrying much since alot of my friends has already left me, I got so much time now for me to work and reach my target of clearing all my debts away.. At the same time I m also trying to quit gambling in soccer untill I m in a better financial state.. So please pray that I am able carry on stop gambling!
Hmm..everyday I see you online, it makes me feel like talking to you yet I do not know how should I bring myself to talk to you. Like a usual bad habbit of me, alot of times I regretted not cherishing something when it is no longer in my possession anymore, it has been a bad habbit since two years ago and untill now I still facing the same problem. Many times we always wish that we could rewind the time back, thinking how can we improve the situation back then, not making silly mistakes and stuff... but haiz...its easy to say but it is always too late to regret it..
When you first entered NUS that time, many of my friend asked me, "hey your gf now in NUS, are you scared of her running away with another guy?", at that time I will always jokingly say that its not impossible coz I know how much you love me even thou I have difficulty gaining your trust back again, but never did I expected 2months after you start school, we have already broke off, thou I know its all mainly my fault and you have never done anything wrong to me. I guess many things really can happened in a few months time, be it good or bad...
It's my loss not to have you as my gf anymore and I can't stop feeling guilty/sinful on and off when I am alone, thinking how I disappoint you time and time again... One year 5months definitely mean something to me, even thou I didnt cherish it as much as you do, but defintiely it leave a deep impact in me also.. Until now, I still misses u at times, really.. Whenever I miss you, I can only look at my son and smile silly to it.. It sound stupid but ya, it will just make me feel better when I hug lam nua.. I don't know how are you coping with the break up till now, hopefully I am able to get over it soon bah..
With a loss comes a gain also, at least now I can really work all the way I want without worrying much since alot of my friends has already left me, I got so much time now for me to work and reach my target of clearing all my debts away.. At the same time I m also trying to quit gambling in soccer untill I m in a better financial state.. So please pray that I am able carry on stop gambling!
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