Tekong days!
Another NP camp photo
King Kong oei!I keep having problems when uploading photos of me and my girlfriend. No idea why also.. hmm..
Monday, May 18, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Happy one month!
Hello! Been lazy for the past few days and catching up on my dragonball GT on youtube, therefore didnt blog for few days... But never mind, i finally finish watching all the episode of dragonball GT and now is back to boredom at night again... :(
hmm...today 17th May is the one month anniversary of me and chenyin! Time really flies and unknowingly one month just passed like that! Been out the whole day with her since 12+ in the noon and we went to two area, Yishun and Tampiness. Went to eat Teppanyaki at Yishun for lunch since its been ages I last ate Teppanyaki and my dear girl don't know what is Teppanyaki. Come to think about it, there's a period I even ate that once every week and it carry on for one month I think? After that went to buy my contacts and off we go Tampiness! Initially plan was to catch the 2pm movie "ramen girl" over there, walk around after movie and have Ajisen ramen for dinner. But due to abit of delay here and there, we couldnt make it for 2pm movie, thus we end up spending the whole day walking around all 3 shopping center in Tampiness.
Things that we consume at tampiness alone includes
- takopaichi
- mr bean pancake and soya milk
- ajisen ramen
- soft shell crab
- crab croquette
- fried fish
- ice lemon tea
- ice yuanyang
I guess thats all for what we consume at Tampiness, its kinda loads of food and drinks I think? LoL....
After dinner decided to head back to nua at my house for awhile and I sent her home after that! Its kinda a pity that I forget to bring out camera today, if not can take loads of photo for memories. But well...never mind, there's always next time!
*Dear, The past one month you have been through quite a number of problems with me and see me through my happy and bad days for the past one month, its been sometime since I last had this feeling and I really enjoying every minute of your accompany. Sorry for making you feeling insecure at times, I don't really wish to see you always get so worried also. The foundation that we are building for the past month is definitely going very strong at the moment and I believe it will last me till very long. I can see the effort that you put into the relationship, I really appreciate alot. Must have more faith in yourself and me alright, we will work hand in hand together and keep building a strong foundation together. Hope you really enjoyed yourself today dear, I love you.
hmm...today 17th May is the one month anniversary of me and chenyin! Time really flies and unknowingly one month just passed like that! Been out the whole day with her since 12+ in the noon and we went to two area, Yishun and Tampiness. Went to eat Teppanyaki at Yishun for lunch since its been ages I last ate Teppanyaki and my dear girl don't know what is Teppanyaki. Come to think about it, there's a period I even ate that once every week and it carry on for one month I think? After that went to buy my contacts and off we go Tampiness! Initially plan was to catch the 2pm movie "ramen girl" over there, walk around after movie and have Ajisen ramen for dinner. But due to abit of delay here and there, we couldnt make it for 2pm movie, thus we end up spending the whole day walking around all 3 shopping center in Tampiness.
Things that we consume at tampiness alone includes
- takopaichi
- mr bean pancake and soya milk
- ajisen ramen
- soft shell crab
- crab croquette
- fried fish
- ice lemon tea
- ice yuanyang
I guess thats all for what we consume at Tampiness, its kinda loads of food and drinks I think? LoL....
After dinner decided to head back to nua at my house for awhile and I sent her home after that! Its kinda a pity that I forget to bring out camera today, if not can take loads of photo for memories. But well...never mind, there's always next time!
*Dear, The past one month you have been through quite a number of problems with me and see me through my happy and bad days for the past one month, its been sometime since I last had this feeling and I really enjoying every minute of your accompany. Sorry for making you feeling insecure at times, I don't really wish to see you always get so worried also. The foundation that we are building for the past month is definitely going very strong at the moment and I believe it will last me till very long. I can see the effort that you put into the relationship, I really appreciate alot. Must have more faith in yourself and me alright, we will work hand in hand together and keep building a strong foundation together. Hope you really enjoyed yourself today dear, I love you.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Trying!
Hello! Actually I suppose to be sleeping now, but somehow I been tossing around on the bed for the past 2 to 3hr and I still can't get to sleep!! I guess I really just have to find things to do to tire myself every night, if not really very hard to sleep early. Since I promise my girl that I am going to change my unhealthy lifestyle, I will definitely try to do it. Hopefully this won't take too long and please give me some time to change ok dear?
I finally got a proper working TV in my room now, courtesy of my second brother! My old tv in my room has been giving me problem ever since last few months back, it will auto shutdown while watching or can't even on at all! Many times when my friend was watching dvd in my room, the TV will not give me any face and just shut down suddenly! End up I become so pai seh infront my friend or girlfriend.. ZzzzZZ (-_-")
Met my girl yesterday to collect something from her and I seriously want to thank her for everything she done for me and everything that she help me with. Dear, thank you for willing to face the problems with me and helping me to solve it, its not gonna be a easy path for us for the next two year or so, I am glad that we will work hand in hand together to face it as a couple ya, thank you for everything. You are seriously the motivation in my life now in everything I do, because of you I will try my best to change and not disappoint you again. :)
*I am freaking hungry now! Got cravings for mee goreng with chicken wing and Sembawang Bai bee hoon... :(
I finally got a proper working TV in my room now, courtesy of my second brother! My old tv in my room has been giving me problem ever since last few months back, it will auto shutdown while watching or can't even on at all! Many times when my friend was watching dvd in my room, the TV will not give me any face and just shut down suddenly! End up I become so pai seh infront my friend or girlfriend.. ZzzzZZ (-_-")
Met my girl yesterday to collect something from her and I seriously want to thank her for everything she done for me and everything that she help me with. Dear, thank you for willing to face the problems with me and helping me to solve it, its not gonna be a easy path for us for the next two year or so, I am glad that we will work hand in hand together to face it as a couple ya, thank you for everything. You are seriously the motivation in my life now in everything I do, because of you I will try my best to change and not disappoint you again. :)
*I am freaking hungry now! Got cravings for mee goreng with chicken wing and Sembawang Bai bee hoon... :(
Monday, May 11, 2009
Quit for good?
Today was pretty much a slacking day for me, when I wake up its like already 6pm?! I do wake up between interval during the daytime but by 6pm, I am finally awake and doing my stuff. My body biological clock is totally screw up and I think I only can blame myself for it I guess. Nothing much happen today, bought dinner for my parents and went for night run at 2-3am as usual.
Didnt get to meet up with my girl today as her lesson ended very late on every monday. The following weeks I guess we going to meet even lesser due to some reason, still trying to adapt to it thou. Clear abit of my debt today and yes I am now officially broke again, even thou I just took my pay like few days back, after clearing all my debts I am down to penniless again... -_-
Currently my life, other then spending time with my gf, I really don't have anything else to do anymore. With no money, there's nothing much I can do at the moment plus I can't find a proper temp job now, so if my gf never meet me I am just nua-ing everyday. I seriously miss doing camps, last year during this period I was happily doing camp week in week out, but now? haiz.. face with loads of debts everyday and being so stressout every single night. This is really heading nowhere and I don't know how long I can last taking all these stress.
I going to quit soccer gambling for good if everything able to settle nicely and swee swee. It has bring me enough trouble and really loads of trouble I must admit. Like what I told my gf, I am really going to quit gambling for good if I can really solve my current problem. I have let her down too many times and even I is feeling guilty now. Sorry dear.
A camp that I first cried for one of the activity
The first girl school camp that I did!
Terrible kids but wonderful accomodation.. :)
A camp with 500 kuku... -_-"
Didnt get to meet up with my girl today as her lesson ended very late on every monday. The following weeks I guess we going to meet even lesser due to some reason, still trying to adapt to it thou. Clear abit of my debt today and yes I am now officially broke again, even thou I just took my pay like few days back, after clearing all my debts I am down to penniless again... -_-
Currently my life, other then spending time with my gf, I really don't have anything else to do anymore. With no money, there's nothing much I can do at the moment plus I can't find a proper temp job now, so if my gf never meet me I am just nua-ing everyday. I seriously miss doing camps, last year during this period I was happily doing camp week in week out, but now? haiz.. face with loads of debts everyday and being so stressout every single night. This is really heading nowhere and I don't know how long I can last taking all these stress.
I going to quit soccer gambling for good if everything able to settle nicely and swee swee. It has bring me enough trouble and really loads of trouble I must admit. Like what I told my gf, I am really going to quit gambling for good if I can really solve my current problem. I have let her down too many times and even I is feeling guilty now. Sorry dear.
A camp that I first cried for one of the activity
The first girl school camp that I did!
Terrible kids but wonderful accomodation.. :)
A camp with 500 kuku... -_-"Sunday, May 10, 2009
incredible me?
I am so amazed with myself! I can't believe I actually so 'on' until I walk home from Kranji Mrt station to Sembawang all alone, it took me a long freaking two hours to finally reach my house! By the time I reach back home, i already perspire like a dog and leg aching. Guess I am really turning old, just like what my gf been telling me. :(
I seriously miss riding my bike, having my own personal transport. I hate the feeling of catching the last train/bus, rushing here and there because I do not have my own personal transport! Its kinda a sucky feeling you know, somemore I been riding for like past 2-3 years? Catching last bus and mrt home everytime makes me feel so like secondary school days. haiz..but what can I do?
At the moment I am already down with so many debts. needless to say owning a bike at the moment, it will just add on to my current expenses and god knows how can I afford to have it. Went for Mojo birthday dinner on Saturday at Cathay Aston, follow by going over to Marina Square to find Andrew and cliques. Initially don't want to join neither group for dinner because thinking that eating with my gf somewhere will save money, after that zephyr told me Aston ain't too expensive afterall. After thinking for a while I decided to go for the dinner but well...guess what?! I spent nearly$30 on that meal ($23 on meal +$7 for present), end up spending unnecessary money again.. Zzzz
Candid shot -_-"
All the weirdos!
I seriously miss riding my bike, having my own personal transport. I hate the feeling of catching the last train/bus, rushing here and there because I do not have my own personal transport! Its kinda a sucky feeling you know, somemore I been riding for like past 2-3 years? Catching last bus and mrt home everytime makes me feel so like secondary school days. haiz..but what can I do?
At the moment I am already down with so many debts. needless to say owning a bike at the moment, it will just add on to my current expenses and god knows how can I afford to have it. Went for Mojo birthday dinner on Saturday at Cathay Aston, follow by going over to Marina Square to find Andrew and cliques. Initially don't want to join neither group for dinner because thinking that eating with my gf somewhere will save money, after that zephyr told me Aston ain't too expensive afterall. After thinking for a while I decided to go for the dinner but well...guess what?! I spent nearly$30 on that meal ($23 on meal +$7 for present), end up spending unnecessary money again.. Zzzz
Candid shot -_-"
All the weirdos!Saturday, May 9, 2009
I am back to blogging!
Hello BLOGSPOT!
Its been ages since I last blog, can link back to about 3 to 4 years ago I think? Actually wanted to start blogging at the end of last year when my life is going through a tremendous changes, but I always did not carry out in the end as I am really too lazy and like to procrastinate alot. Then since I am facing insomnia right at the moment, I might as well just kickstart having a blog again.
Actually my insomnia started since few weeks back, every night before I sleep random thoughts just come to me to prevent me from sleeping peacefully. Currently I am having debts, and its really loads and loads of debts. It all started at the end of last year when my life is going really really down after ys broke off with me. I start to indulge in drinking, soccer betting and spending money aimlessly. Slowly whatever income that I earn last year from doing camps is depleted and more problems start to come. Family got money problems, I met with a motor accident and end up gotta scrapped my bike without taking any money back.
Soon I start to borrow money from friends to pay off the bills, expenses and family debts. And now, I find myself with loads of debts that I ownself do not know how am I going to clear it, I cant even face alot of my friends now, seriously. There is alot of my friend talking behind me at the moment, saying I owe money for so long and never return etc, haiz.. The problem is not I don't want to return, I just dont know where to find the money to return them at all. My monthly pay is only merely $500? Everytime when I manage to clear a debt from one friend, another friend will start to chase me for money. The cycle just go none-stop till I can really clear all the debts which can take like one year or even two year?
I must admit its my fault for making empty promises to them like I will return within a period of time and I exceed that period like way too over, so I dont blame them keep asking me for the money. And thats the reason why I been having insomnia for the past few weeks, every night keep thinking about the money problem till I cant sleep at all, only manage to fall aslp in the morning when my brain juice is really being squeezed out totally.
At the moment, I just hope I can come across a person that will be nice enough to loan me a large sum of money to let me clear all my debts straight away and I can pay that person bit by bit every month. It will be much better for me to get chased down by different friend every day, really. If I can across such a person, I really don't mind quit all my bad habbits like clubbing, drinking and gambling all these, it has cause me enough troubles for many years and the money i spent on it is already cant calculate anymore.
HELP!!!!!!!!
Its been ages since I last blog, can link back to about 3 to 4 years ago I think? Actually wanted to start blogging at the end of last year when my life is going through a tremendous changes, but I always did not carry out in the end as I am really too lazy and like to procrastinate alot. Then since I am facing insomnia right at the moment, I might as well just kickstart having a blog again.
Actually my insomnia started since few weeks back, every night before I sleep random thoughts just come to me to prevent me from sleeping peacefully. Currently I am having debts, and its really loads and loads of debts. It all started at the end of last year when my life is going really really down after ys broke off with me. I start to indulge in drinking, soccer betting and spending money aimlessly. Slowly whatever income that I earn last year from doing camps is depleted and more problems start to come. Family got money problems, I met with a motor accident and end up gotta scrapped my bike without taking any money back.
Soon I start to borrow money from friends to pay off the bills, expenses and family debts. And now, I find myself with loads of debts that I ownself do not know how am I going to clear it, I cant even face alot of my friends now, seriously. There is alot of my friend talking behind me at the moment, saying I owe money for so long and never return etc, haiz.. The problem is not I don't want to return, I just dont know where to find the money to return them at all. My monthly pay is only merely $500? Everytime when I manage to clear a debt from one friend, another friend will start to chase me for money. The cycle just go none-stop till I can really clear all the debts which can take like one year or even two year?
I must admit its my fault for making empty promises to them like I will return within a period of time and I exceed that period like way too over, so I dont blame them keep asking me for the money. And thats the reason why I been having insomnia for the past few weeks, every night keep thinking about the money problem till I cant sleep at all, only manage to fall aslp in the morning when my brain juice is really being squeezed out totally.
At the moment, I just hope I can come across a person that will be nice enough to loan me a large sum of money to let me clear all my debts straight away and I can pay that person bit by bit every month. It will be much better for me to get chased down by different friend every day, really. If I can across such a person, I really don't mind quit all my bad habbits like clubbing, drinking and gambling all these, it has cause me enough troubles for many years and the money i spent on it is already cant calculate anymore.
HELP!!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Busy Weekend
This past one week is a very very tiring week for me. Got outfield on Monday, SOC test and Guard duty on Wed, then outfield again on thurs Fri morning got morning PT. Sat whole day doing camp HA event, end up now totally shag out!
Yesterday event wa quite a very big scale event, I think got about 40 over instructors being involved in it. Alot of mis-planning and miscommunications, then end up instructors and chief they all having internal conflicts within themselve. Haiz, I was actually quite looking forward that you got do yesterday event, because two or three weeks never see you already, so thinking that you might do this event and hope I got a chance to see you. But well..once again, yu wasn't there. I guess every week I am just hoping for blank wishes.
Christmas is getting nearer and I am stuck at where I was two months back. Listening to the song "that thing you do", I realize the lyrics very match how I really feel now. "I tried and tried to let you go, but it just so hard to do". Hopefully there will be a chance of seeing you at next instructors gathering bah.
Yesterday event wa quite a very big scale event, I think got about 40 over instructors being involved in it. Alot of mis-planning and miscommunications, then end up instructors and chief they all having internal conflicts within themselve. Haiz, I was actually quite looking forward that you got do yesterday event, because two or three weeks never see you already, so thinking that you might do this event and hope I got a chance to see you. But well..once again, yu wasn't there. I guess every week I am just hoping for blank wishes.
Christmas is getting nearer and I am stuck at where I was two months back. Listening to the song "that thing you do", I realize the lyrics very match how I really feel now. "I tried and tried to let you go, but it just so hard to do". Hopefully there will be a chance of seeing you at next instructors gathering bah.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Cold Chilling Sunday
Weather has been really bad recently.. Rain, sunny, rain, sunny.. Guess my mood every weekend is just like the weather too ---> up, down, up, down.. My "project has been working on it ever since late September, till now so much still remain incomplete. The motivation for the project just come and go, somehow weird feeling but ya, hopefully it can be done before Christmas.
Many times when we contact friend that hasnt seen each other for long, we will always say something like catch up soon, maybe for a movie or for meal.. But when come to every weekend, the end results is always very big difference, I really wonder why...
This coming few weeks, weekend should be having the same kind of mentality I guess? Phy is having her, instructors are mostly busy with their respective stuff, mahjong also like not that interesting anymore. Am I able to take this for long?
Many times when we contact friend that hasnt seen each other for long, we will always say something like catch up soon, maybe for a movie or for meal.. But when come to every weekend, the end results is always very big difference, I really wonder why...
This coming few weeks, weekend should be having the same kind of mentality I guess? Phy is having her, instructors are mostly busy with their respective stuff, mahjong also like not that interesting anymore. Am I able to take this for long?
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