I am missing you, do you miss me too?

Few days has passed since that day and I am still in my recovering process from all the things that has happened recently. Today is my another off day which off with no plans initially. After that terence msg me to jio me play mj, I was hesitating to play because I don't wish to waste two off day playing mj straight for two days but at the same time I afraid I got no program at all for the rest of the day. Then Amelia suddenly msg me ask why I so emo lately and want to join her with other few instructors go museum anot. Ya, jio a person like me go museum! Anyway, I think I m also crazy that I actually agree to visit museum with them instead of going to play my favourite hobby mj. I guess maybe I am still carry a hope that I could probably meet siew for a meal or something today, so if i was to go play mj I will be stucked there and unable to go meet siew.

Oh well...I left my hse in the late noon, drop by my workplace to collect schedule for september and head down to meet them. Went to a few museum with them and visited Istana for the first time in my life. Its freaking big with quite nice scenery, the only sad thing is I am not sharing the same scenery with someone I love. Haiz..

After Istana went for dinner together with them at PS, around 7+ all 3 of them have to go off for different reason. One need to go air port, one need to book in and another one is heading home, thus I am left with no program. As I do not want to go home so early, I ownself wander around from PS to 313 to Cine to Taka to lucky plaza to far east plaza and finally opposite far east plaza. I can't believe I actually so bored till this extent that I even have the thoughts of walking home from orchard! It sound like a crazy idea and ya, end up didnt do it. I took bus 167 from far east there and sit all the way back to sembawang.

Every I go brings back memories of us and this just keep me thinking. Seeing you happily chatting with your uni friends at facebook I don't know I should be happy anot, I can't stop thinking is that you really get over it so fast or you are just trying to put up a fake strong front? I really do not know and I am still coping with the days without you by my side.

sigh