can life get any worse then this? FML

I am back for a random post again, many things happened in my life for the past few weeks and unfortunately mainly are unhappy stuff.

My relationship is going on a haywire down especially when you started your uni life. Even though before your school start we have already foresee this problem coming, I didnt expect it will turn out this bad as I am no longer your priorities anymore. You do not wish to sacrifice any of your current commitment and that probably tells me that I am the only thing you are willing to sacrifice. It hurts me alot when I know that I am already not that important to you anymore, sometime I find myself even less important to your uni friends. Is it because your love has already expired and your "fire" for the relationship has already died down? I really do not know, the more I think the more it hurts me badly.

For the past few days I did think alot about us, thinking of the memories we once shared together especially both our overseas trip in Genting/KL and Batam. We go through many things together, "your A level period" / "my army period" / "doing camps and events together", there are so many memories we shared together that I don't think I can ever list finish everything.

Its really sad that you are willing to give up our relationship over all the commitment you are having now, I should have see this coming long ago. I guess the relationship is already not working out ever since the wee incident few months ago, we have never ever managed to build back the strong foundation that we once had after that incident. The trust issue has been affecting us for quite some time already, especially when I know about what happened between mike and felicia, I should have expect it to happen on us also.

Maybe life for u still carry on as per normal because you will never be short of activities to do and there are always people to keep you occupied, I do not know how am I going to get through this period.

Life can't get any worse then this when my mom told me this afternoon that wendy might be put to sleep this friday/saturday. She has been a strong girl but her illness is getting from bad to worse, getting weaker and weaker to the extent that her bone can be seen from the wound. She have been with the family for close to 12 years, this is really a news that will affect the mood of my family. Bad things just keep happening to me non-stop. FML