Past and Present..

- I used to take you for granted
= I used to think that no other bf will treat u as nice as me
= I used to think that you are the most blur gf that I ever have
= I used to think that everything that you done for me is what I deserved to be treated as your bf
- I used to think that without you I probably still can carry on with my life as per normal like any other relationship I had before

But now..

- I hate myself for taking you for granted in the past
- I hate myself that I can't stop missing you everyday
- I hate myself for being so weak that I can sometime teared easily while thinking of you
- I hate myself for waking up in the middle of the night thinking of you and I got no one that I can shared with.
- I hate myself for being so lost without you in my life

This is really FML