Tuesday, October 12, 2010

laptop back alive and kicking!

I finally get my laptop back in working condition again after being down for one month plus I think?

Currently now at Raffles hospital now doing my second medicine study, today is only the first day of a 9 days stay-in, this process is going to repeat for 3 more times and this will stretch all the way till end of November. Luckily the money is awesomely good, which make it worthwhile to stay in, I don't think I am able to find any other jobs that pay as well as this, like seriously.

For the month of Oct and Nov, I am going to be a super workaholics, my working days is already very packed, Oct only left like 1 or 2 days free and I still trying to squeeze more work days into November. Hopefully by December I am able to clear away some debts that I seriously owed for damn long.

hmm..recently I keep going NUS for work, not any other places but specifically NUS business school that side, spending like more then 5hrs everytime I am there. Seriously I dont know is because I am not wearing my lens or what, every girl that I saw wearing the NUS business school t-shirt look like you, it is really everywhere and anywhere within that business school area. Even thou we broke up like nearly a month ago, many places I go I will still think of you and even hoping that I might get to see you there. I don't ask for much, even see you for a short while talk a little bit, I think it will make my heart feel better also. Now every night when I am at home, I am seriously hugging lam nua to sleep every night, I think that is one of the best gift I ever received, it seriously brighten up my mood everytime I see it. Sometime even thou this sound retarded, I will still talk to lam nua just like how we used to play with it. I think one of these days, I am considering to even bring lam nua to do campsite with me and hug it to sleep at night, haha...

Oh well..like what people always say, all good things must come to an end, I don't know how is life for you after we broke up, from your facebook I only can tell that you are still very busy with your school work, hopefully in time to come you are able to manage it better and have more free time for urself. Don't every weekend only use it to do your tutorial and nothing else, like that is not leading a balance life already. Once again, I am sorry for all the unhappiness that I brought to you for the past one year plus, maybe you are right, the way I treat you is even worse then how max treat you in the past, at least he didnt hurt you as often as I do.. Sorry, I am just not good enough for you.

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