Sorry

Aloha!
Lazy to blog for the past few days and here I am back to blogging again! For the past few days that I didn't, quite a number of things happen between me and my girl. On thurs, we had a slight quarrel over some small issue, I admit its partly my fault for being over-sensitive on that day I guess? Supposingly I am suppose to return back to my camp on the coming monday and I really hate the thoughts of it after being MC for 3month! The thoughts of returning back to camp, unable to book out everyday and limited time to spend with friends and girlfriend is seriously affecting my mood ever since Wed.

Then somehow on thurs everything like just snapped my mind! Being frustrated with my girlfriend for not replying to my sms without saying anything untill I call her at night when she told me forget to reply my sms, I become totally pissed and started a small quarrel with her that night. Sorry dear, I admit partly its really my fault for being so hot temper that day because my mood is really quite that period and also that incident is not the first time already, thats why I was so pissed that day, I hope you understand. Sorry to make you cried over it, I feel bad about it, really.

On friday night, Supposingly to be pleasant night with my girlfriend bringing her to eat the bai meehoon that we have been craving for quite sometime, but end up we didn't enjoy our dinner because we quarrel once again when we were at SSC talking on the topic of "clubbing". Alot of things was said, being pleasant or unpleasant to the ears which end up both of us hurting each other. This is something which both of us didn't want to and luckily we managed to solve it in the end even though it take quite some time.

Dear: I had told you before and I still going to say it again, the last thing that I ever want to see or do, is to see you cry and hurting you. This will not be what I want and I will try my best to achieve that, perhaps I didn't let you understand me very well before we got together and there is a big difference in the way we look at things. But I hope that no matter what, we can work together and solve our differences, the past two days of quarreling is really bad and both of us can feel it ourself, things will get better for us alright. :)