Busy Weekend

This past one week is a very very tiring week for me. Got outfield on Monday, SOC test and Guard duty on Wed, then outfield again on thurs Fri morning got morning PT. Sat whole day doing camp HA event, end up now totally shag out!

Yesterday event wa quite a very big scale event, I think got about 40 over instructors being involved in it. Alot of mis-planning and miscommunications, then end up instructors and chief they all having internal conflicts within themselve. Haiz, I was actually quite looking forward that you got do yesterday event, because two or three weeks never see you already, so thinking that you might do this event and hope I got a chance to see you. But well..once again, yu wasn't there. I guess every week I am just hoping for blank wishes.

Christmas is getting nearer and I am stuck at where I was two months back. Listening to the song "that thing you do", I realize the lyrics very match how I really feel now. "I tried and tried to let you go, but it just so hard to do". Hopefully there will be a chance of seeing you at next instructors gathering bah.

Cold Chilling Sunday

Weather has been really bad recently.. Rain, sunny, rain, sunny.. Guess my mood every weekend is just like the weather too ---> up, down, up, down.. My "project has been working on it ever since late September, till now so much still remain incomplete. The motivation for the project just come and go, somehow weird feeling but ya, hopefully it can be done before Christmas.

Many times when we contact friend that hasnt seen each other for long, we will always say something like catch up soon, maybe for a movie or for meal.. But when come to every weekend, the end results is always very big difference, I really wonder why...

This coming few weeks, weekend should be having the same kind of mentality I guess? Phy is having her, instructors are mostly busy with their respective stuff, mahjong also like not that interesting anymore. Am I able to take this for long?